This is the third lessons of my life. I know it has pasted quite some time from my last life lesson. But they will keep coming, no worries.
I challenge myself for the last two years because I have noticed that I have started to be so afraid what the future hold for me. Honestly, I don’t like it. I remember as a child, I wasn’t so afraid at all. I was quite a tomboy. As I have grown my inner-child started to disappear. When I have realized that, I was the final year of college. I have felt so empty inside me. I wasn’t enjoying working in tourism anymore, after 12 years of education in that area, I have burned out.
I was so sad and lost. Then I started to giving more attention to photography, blog, social media and I started the YouTube channel. I felt a fire of passion after a while. This was my escape from tourism so I don’t go completely crazy.
In other words, my dream has changed. I have a hard time to accept that. I need to rediscover myself. I felt that I have lost all those years for nothing and didn’t do something that I truly enjoy.
Challenging myself was one of the best moves that I done for me.
That’s the time when I have started to wake up my inner-child and be more fearless. After I have sing up for the gym, changes have happened and accepting. It is OK to have more than one dream you can figure it out who to manage everything if you really want it.
For me be fearless means to be free. To not be afraid of changes and life. To learn embrace it and live it the best way possible.
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XOXO
Patricia G. says:
I am glad that you are able to do now what you have only dreamed of doing before! As someone who struggles with a lot of anxiety, and can really relate to your struggles, but as I have given my anxiety to God and am trying to let go of my fears, I feel that I am more at peace with myself and the world around me. I hope that you will have a similar experience too, in overcoming some of your fears!
Marcella's Mind says:
Hi, I started to think about myself and start to think more of my needs. After, I come clear with me that I don’t want to overthink and just to it. I’m getting to the point if I want something I simply go for it and believe in me, my passion and dream. 😀
I’m happy for you that you have found your way to overcome the fear 😀